[Advaita-l] Fw: dreamless sleep

kuntimaddi sadananda kuntimaddisada at yahoo.com
Mon Dec 2 20:47:15 CST 2013

PraNams to all.

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Hari Om!

> Acharya - Pranams
> BMI complex, time, space and universe cease to exist in
> dreamless sleep state (total blankness) but the witnessing
> consciousness still exists in dreamless sleep state. The
> statement of proof of the existence of sakshi is how can I
> know there was total blankness in dreamless sleep state if
> there is no consciousness to know it. (I can only ask this
> question in the waking state). I also can only say that I
> was slept happily in the waking state The knowledge of
> no-apprehension is also a knowledge.
> but sakshi is not the knower, sakhi only passively shining
> whether or not there is reflecting medium. Mind is the
> knower. Mind didn't exist in dreamless sleep state. So
> how can the above  statement be a valid proof of the
> existence of sakshi in dreamless sleep
>  state since the knower itself didn't exist?
> I can only infer the blankness in dreamless sleep state base
> on the absence of memory during the deep sleep, I only can
> recall the memory at the moment before deep sleep (because
> no memory in deep sleep state) and compare it to the
> experience of waking up in the morning. There is no memory
> of me have a dream also and I wake up happily. So in waking
> state I infer I experience the deep sleep . (even the
> ahamkara 'I', can not experience deep sleep because
> ahamkara also ceased to exist). 
> then Is it possible the non apprehension knowledge only
> caused by the absence of memory during the deep sleep? (I
> can only say I have no memory also in waking state only) 
> but I also think: even in waking state, the sakshi can not
> be seen or prove  because if I can see Sakshi or prove
> it then who is witnessing the ahamkara that trying to prove
> the existence of the sakshi?
> so not only in the deep
>  sleep state but also in waking state I can not know the
> sakshi. and deep sleep state is the state of ignorance, when
> I try to know the ignorance, the ignorance always run away,
> it is like trying to see the darkness using
> flashlight.  So it is true that I don't need to
> prove the existence of sakshi in dreamless sleep state
> because only total ignorance is in that state, self
> knowledge also didn't exist in the dreamless state
> (because any knowledge including Atmavidya only exist in the
> mind). and it is enough for me to know the sakshi is the
> witness of the ignorance and knowledge.(this knowledge also
> only exist in waking state in the mind, it is the ahamkara
> who say this, sakshi can not think or know anything but
> sakshi is the only one that make any knowledge or ignorance
> can be known, no mind there will be no knowledge and of
> course no self realization). 
> and pure consciousness without any reflecting medium
> isn't that same with total
>  blankness? because consciousness can not say. "I am
> the pure consciousness, I am the self existent entity even
> without reflecting medium". And consciousness also can
> not see himself without reflecting medium. I also have heard
> the saying: "I don't need mirror to know that I am
> exist". I still know my self exist even I don't
> have mirror because I still have ahamkara or mind (that acts
> as reflecting medium) that is illumined by the sakshi and
> the reflection is received by the sakshi again. without
> ahamkara or mind, sakshi is just shining without any
> reflection comeback to Sakhi and then there is no self
> knowledge. (reflection of consciousness that is received by
> witnessing consciousness is the mandatory for knowledge to
> be exist)  Is that true Acharya?
> thank you very much Acharya for helping me. my prostrations
> to Acharya

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